Bulimia has taken over
I was heavily restricting with the occasional b/p but it was never planned and usually because I was so starved. Then I tried to start eating more and tried to “recover” but instead that spiraled into full on bulimia. I don’t keep anything down anymore. I have huuuge binges and purge multiple times a day. I spend hours doing it, all I think about is food and how much I hate myself. I’ve become hands free as well, which is a total curse. It takes about 60 seconds to get everything out now, therefore nothing stays down anymore even if its what used to be a “safe” food. This is disgusting. I have spent so much money on binge food lately and I’ve been eating dairy because I never plan on keeping anything down anyway. My room is littered with mini trash bags full of wrappers, cups, and other binge things. My face is breaking out, my hair is falling out, and my face is incredibly round and puffy. Bulimia has taken over.